Truth is beautiful , without doubt ; but so are lies .

...when you have eliminated the impossible ,
whatever remains , however improbable ,

must be the truth .

HAAAAAAAAAIZ ..... I stil can`t get over it laaaah , but I`m definitely feeling better , though it's juat a tiny little bit . Well , WHATSOEVER , it's not a big deal anywayy , right ? xD . Yeaaa so , as you all know , today's the Orientation Day , the new form ones are coming to catholic high . So , woke up at 6 in the morning , which is frigging earlyyyy , *yawn* , I have to start practising waking up early , otherwise I sure will be late for school when school reopen , ohh gawd ! LOL . So , reached school at 7 sharp , I think , and I met Mon Yun outside the bus stop . So walked in together .

Then , LM started to work . We started working by arranging those chairs for the parents and V.I.P , and then we were allowed to rest , for 2 hours . But not the backstage people , which included me xD , we have to work till everything's over . And it's kinda fun tho , at the back , playing with them , listening to songs , and teasing each other around , HAHA . And that's all ! Walked out with Bi Hui and An Yi after that , when everything's over , and went Domino to take away .

Mom called few minutes later , and asked me to wait at Ipoh's chicken rice house . But I stayed to accompany Bi hui , she's frigging sick , out of sudden , cause she can`t sleep tight last night , was having fewer , awwwwwwwww . Hope you get well soon hunn . After she's gone , went Ipoh to find mommy . Mom's boss was over there too , with sister Xiao Wen . And it's kind of awkward laaaah . Her boss was telling me how to work for the future , how to work properly , which attitude should you use when working , and how he went through all the problems in office and blaaaaaaaaaaa . YOU KNOW LA . LOL ! But kinda fun though , cause , I am the only one who dare to reply him , while mom and xiao wen sis kept silence , eating . HAHAHAAAAA . Right . Nothing big . But it's kinda proud laaaah , HAHA , mom's boss came to pick me up weis ! xD , NVM . =.=

Then mommy's boss dropped me at sunway , and I walked to club house . Slept for 2 hours there in the library and then dad came and picked me up . It was home by 6 . Got dressed , for Uncle Loh's party . Count down party . Racheal called and asked me to go curve , I wanted to go too but too bad dad is tooo lazy to fetch . Traffic jam . You know laaah . ===.=== So , reached there at around 8 ? I think . Well the party is kinda fun overall . Met up with Evelyn and chatted the whole time . Then Evelyn's friend came to fetch us all home , at 10 . That's all I guess . I am too tired . Sorry people !

Hui Qing . my besttt buddy xD .

An Yi


Bi Hui
in domino .

nice kan my skills ? LOL . Uncle Loh's partyy .

HAHAHAHAAAA .

evelyn

That's all guys ! HAPPY 2009 ! xDDDD .

Failure is a disappointment but not defeat. All have disappointments, all have times when it isn't worthwhile.

Oft expectation fails and most oft there
Where most it promises, and oft it hits
Where hope is coldest and despair most fits.

I am so disappointed !

I am disappointed because I know I can get better results .
I am disappointed because I know I did tried my best .
I am disappointed because I'd not expect this .
I am disappointed because my expectation is much higher .
I am disappointed because I'd failed .
I am disappointed because I can`t do anything now , not even hoping .
I am disappointed because I am from a Chinese school but my Chinese didn`t get A .
I am disappointed because everyone around me got straight A's .
I am disappointed because I disappointed my parents .
I am disappointed because I suck .
I am disappointed because I am such a dumb .
I am disappointed because I don`t know what to say .
I am disappointed because I screwed EVERYTHING .

Okayy , all done ! I just wanna spill it out , spill everything that's in my heart out . I wanna scream out loud and let everything fly away , sadness , disappointments . Well I guess I just have to accept it , accept it and move on . But , I still can`t get over it now . Give me some time , my friends , I have to think through it and calm myself down . Hopefully when I am quiet and ready enough , I will find compensation in every disappointment . Hopefully . (:

I dunno what to do now , or what to say . I am speechless . I feeeel so sad because of my Chinese , I am from a Chinese school , but yet I didn`t get it . How sad . How disappointed . Okayy , maybe I am exaggerating , but I really am disappointed for my Chinese , more than disappointed , shameful . Haaaaiz . Whatever . I have to move on . I have to live for the future .


Xiao Ying told me maybe this is God's plan . Maybe God wants us to go to the other way . Maybe he wants me to work on my Chinese for SPM . HAHA . Maybe . And I have to accept this . I guess I just have to cheer up and look ahead . Like I said , don't linger on yesterday , you might forget to live today . I don`t want to stuck in this forever . Haaaaiz . And I wanna think positively ! xD By the way , I wanna thank all my friends who wished me , who tried to cheer me up , who tried to reason with me . Thanks y'all ! I do appreciate that ((: .

WHATEVER . I dont give a damn .
I need a brain wash !

Ambition has its disappointments to sour us , but never the good fortune to satisfy us . Its appetite grows keener by indulgence and all we can gratify it with at present serves but the more to inflame its insatiable desires .

p/s : btw everyone ! Go view Joel's blog . LOL , I'd forced him to do one thing for me , which is , list out 15 ways to be slim . HAHA . enjoy it ! xD .

Laughter is the tonic, the relief, the surcease for pain.

There are more tears shed over
answered prayers than
over unanswered prayers.

Just trying to show you guys some silly pictures I took with my dao gei dad .
HAHA !

I LOVE HIMMMM .

Hey guys ! Today is a public holiday , so I woke up late , as usual , and guess who woke me up ? Yeaaaaa , you guessed it right . My new alarm clock , Mun Yee . She called me at 11 this morning , and I was forced to jerk myself out off bed . zZzZ . So after breakfast , I called her back , and she was freaking nervous , panicking , cause she's flying to Hong Kong tonight at 3 a.m. and couldn't go school to get results tmr , she wanted me to help her take it . LOL . You know her laaah . ((:


Anyway , nothing much to do this morning , except for the fact that I'd been forced to do housework . LOL . Well , I am feeling very weird these days , moody out of sudden . I am having loads of odd , bizarre thoughts lately . I am thinking very negatively , such a pessimistic , and this is very sickening . Sometimes I wonder , why is all this happening to me , but , everyone is asking the same question over and over again , but , does it help ? People just know how to complain , and never think of how to settle things .


There must be a solution for every problem , and so why not think of the positive side ? If you can dream it , you can do it . Why mourn over some problem and not think of how to fix it ? Always remember , this whole thing is started by a mouse . And tmr , tmr is the dead end for all form 3 . I'd put alot effort in it so I really hope that I will be able to get good results ! Lets cross our fingers and hope for the best ! xD All the best good luck friends !

The measure of life, after all, is not it’s duration but it’s donation.

When we lose one we love, our
bitterest tears are called forth
by the memory of hours
when we loved not enough.

Finally I am back to KL . Just got back last night , am exhausted . Woke up at 8 as usual , since going to church later on . Reached church at 9 something , thought I was late but turned out that I am too early , cause today don`t have Sunday school . Didn`t know that . Chatted with grace , carmen , xiao wen theyy all to kill time , then went down to have lunch together . Sermon was kinda bored this morning , and was playing with my buddies all the time .


After that dad picked me up , and drove us all to my teacher's house at Bukit Jalil . 6S's gathering . Was waiting this day to come long time ago , kinda nervous actually . (: I miss primary school , miss those friends , those days , where we have fun together , where there's no vex at all , where we can be all innocent and just have fun together , where we can be all oblivious and don't even have to think of anything else . And those friends ! Haaiz , how I wish there's such thing as time machine , where I can go back to the past . Cut the crap , we have to move on . x)


Anywayy was looking forward to the gathering , never seen my childhood friends for ages , teacher Cheah in particular ! I still remember I used to hate my teacher when I was in standard six , cause she scolded me a lot in primary school , like , every singe day , for little things . But when we were graduating , I realised that , she's actually doing all that for our own good . I am just being horribly stupid . She loves us so much , she treated us like her own children but yet I hated her . Awwwwwwwwwww , how stupid I was . I do love her now , and she treated us just the same way as it had been , and she's veryyy happy to see us all there .


Ohh not forgetting , I wanna thank Chu Yee for uploading all the old pics there in her blog , the pictures we took in primary school , from standard one till six , very touching . ((: . Well , today's gathering wasn't that fun , not that I didn't know it will be boring , just that , I'd expected more ppl to come . Ended up only 15 ppl went , which is very disappointing . What to do ? All thinking the same , thinking that it will be very boring . So , we might change the place next year , maybe going for karaoke or hanging out , still not sure . But I bet it will be better . At least . Hopefully .


For those who showed up , they all changed alot . Like Ronald , he's super tall already , and I felt soo sad standing next to him , what a shortie I am , HAHA . Same goes to Wei Lin , the one who sat with me when we were in standard six . Ohh , Ian , he looks bigger , LOL , I mean ... you know , he's very skinny , well , he was , but now , average . ;D Annnnnnnd Airel ! I can`t recognize her in the first place . Even teacher also can`t recognize her .

Little Henry , very cute right ?
Teacher got pregnant when we were sitting for UPSR exams . LOL !

Little Henry and Teacher Cheah .

LOL , look at Jun Xiang , he's stil sooo cute .

Mun Yee , Racheal , Chu Yee

Okayy , I will try to list out their names , I barely remember .
From the left ,

Ronald , Khye Ern , Jia Rong , Zhen Yu , Wei Lin , Airel , Kharenee , Wan Mun , MEEE , Racheal , Chu Yee , Jie Min , Yu Li , TEACHER CHEAH , Mun Yee , Jie Yuin , Ming Hui , Jun Xiang , Han Rong .

errrr , am I right ?
YAYYYYYY , I can remember !
And I swear I didn`t go check year boook ! LOL .

At the height of laughter, the universe is flung into a kaleidoscope of new possibilities.

If you wish me to weep, you
must first show grief yourself.

Okayy , this post is for the Melaka trip .
As you all know , I went Melaka after the Christmas luncheon .
Reached my aunty's hse at around 4 ,
then aunty and uncle Rodney started to bring us to walk around .
I am pretty lazy , so enjoy the pictures ! xD

on the wayy to Melaka

my brothaaa is playing games and watching video all the way laaah ,
he cant stop , even five minutes . *roll eyes*

Claire !!! at her hse ! xD
Then aunty brought us to the Portuguese village .
They are veryy good at designing their houses I tel you , seeeeeeee ,

I TOLD YOU SO ! xD

the market !

my super dao gei dadddd ! LOL

uncle rodneyyy !

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the seaside ! we had our dinner here .

uncle rodney , claire , and uncle rodney's sister .

LOL , the wind made me closed my eyes .

walking back

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Next Morning .

So much for the Melaka trip .
it's rather boring though , since the places mom brought me to ,
I went before already , when I was in form 1 following the LPS trip . HAHA .

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After that , dad drove us to Muar , my kampung , balik kampung ((:



carm , grace , soo ying , seeeeeeeeeeeeeee , i got baby to playy too , LOL LOL .
*private joke* xDDD